Rejected

I've never felt so sad before.
Frontier still not so bad, but now it's OSchool recital.
Hiphop is what I can do best.
And I got rejected.

Today, in D3, I cried like 2 times.
The 2nd time was during that 5mins, when I toppled myself upside down to prevent tears from flowing.
I felt really terrible.

Is it because I did not catch the steps properly or am I not cut out for this genre?
Why is that, whenever I tried something, I would (most of the time) got rejected?


Maybe, I'm still not good enough.