i told myself not to give up.

i push myself harder and each time, i would fall to the ground and not able to get up again.

why is it so hard for me?

and now, even when i do a step, i need to do it more than 5 times to get it right.

what's wrong with me?

am i not cut out for it?

am i that stupid and useless?

why must i go for this audition?

to torture myself?

to prove to them that even this "senior" can get in to the audition?

or what if i fail?

they will think that she's not even capable for it & not letting her a pass, is a guaranteed thing.

and what if i pass?

they will think that this audition should be damn easy to let a 'nobody' in!

humans, are the weirdest animals on earth.